You’re the caterpillar, I’m the branch.
You’ll crawl on me, wrap yourself around me.
You settle, you grow.
Then you stay, you stay.
Through the winds, the rains, the snow, the sun, the thunder.
You stay.
But nothing stays the same forever, I know.
And you metamorphoses.
And you’ll go away.
I can’t make you stay, and you’ll fly away.
Away, away, leaving me with that empty shell.
That horrendous shell is all I have now.
It’s all I can see
But I know, I know you’re something beautiful.

Soon enough another caterpillar will come along.
Ah, how long will you stay this time?

When you try to listen to your heart, it’s like trying to solve out a puzzle. Not those baby puzzles, but those small little puzzles that takes you days, weeks to finish. Then as you’re solving it slowly, you’ll realize that you have lost some of the pieces. You lost it, and it’s nowhere to be found. And what can you do about it? Nothing. You can never replace the missing piece, cause nothing else will fit. So you let the void be. You’ll get frustrated about it, but you’ll move on, you’ll try to solve the other part of the puzzle, until gradually, you’ll forget about the missing piece. You got distracted and you’ll forget, but once you look at it again as a whole, that void, that empty space, caught your eyes, and you start to wonder again, where did the missing piece went to…

I’ve been noticing this circle of life. How the good can never stay good and the bad can never stay bad, although eventually, one day they will all go back to the starting point again and the circle will go on and on and on. And at times, I’d prefer nothing at all than having to feel the change. The ups and downs. The ups so high, the down so low. It’s giving me anxiety, all the time. Got me thinking “When is this gonna end?” Nothing is forever, but it’s forever going on a circle. Life

blindthoughts:

I’m honestly down to go rough. We can save romantic, gentle, and making love for later. I want to be thrusting into you. I want to hear my bed creak, floorboards shake, and the sound of you telling me to go a bit faster. I want to give it my all, on top or bottom of you. Place doesn’t matter, when doesn’t matter but who does matter a lot. I’m not looking for a quick fix. I want someone I trust. Someone whos willing to go through the experience. We can go all out, dick sucking, clit licking, lip biting, intense kissing, my hands wandering all over your body. Let’s build a climax that ends with a bang. Damn.