August 2010
“If only my life could be more like the movies. I want an angel to swoop down to...”
– Prozac Nation
muddlefuddle replied to your post: I woke up and I was like “Shit, am I late for…
hahaha, blue shit eh. makes you forget a lot of things, even words.
Haha exactly Sap. And it’s really annoying cause I can’t even think. I don’t know that yesterday was Saturday and again when I woke up this morning, I asked to myself “Why didn’t I wake up for school”...
July 2010
I woke up and I was like “Shit, am I late for school?” without any concern, then I remember it’s Saturday. Uh, shit. I can’t remember much but okay never mind that.
A teacher told me to send him a review of the Paul Coelho’s Eleven Minutes that I was reading the other day in school and he said “Write as soon as you finish reading, cause all of your feelings...
The lack of light, hollow sea,
Poison beaches, limousines
Toothless dentists, cops that kill…
My Baby’s got the lonesome lows,
Don’t quite go away overnight;
Dr. Blind just prescribe the blue ones.
If the the dizzying highs don’t subside overnight,
Dr. Blind, just prescribe the red ones.
da da da, da da, da da. da da, da.
da. da da, da. la da da, da...
Such a bad morning to start with. Too much angst, emotions, regrets, disappointments ah and more. Heart is way too stuffed for a Friday morning. Uhh why do we feel? Why do we love? To be happy? But then again, what does it mean to be happy? As far as I know, happiness will only bring pain and disappointments in the end, cause eventually, eventually, what goes up must come down right? But why? Why...
Anonymous asked: why
Anonymous asked: I don't know you, but I want you
Anonymous asked: What fascinates you?
Anonymous asked: No, I haven't watched Journey to the Edge of the Universe.
I mean, not the whole thing.
Could only stand the first 4 parts of 10.
boooring
I mean, not the whole thing.
Could only stand the first 4 parts of 10.
boooring
You know, sometimes, actually right now, I wish I can see more than just those layers of skins, more than what meets my eyes, which I often usually do, seeing more than just what’s on the surface. But right now, somehow, I just can’t. My apathy is contradicting myself. One side of me wishes I know more, the other side of me just don’t give a flying fuck. It’s starting to...
Anonymous asked: yea i'm into galaxies nebulas bla bla bla...try the hubble telescope archive photos
Anonymous asked: What about Science of Sleep? Would you watch that with me?
Blackout at home and so I light the candles up. Gotta love dark room with a hint of light from the candles. I was staring at them for quite sometime and the perfection of melted candles in Kat Von D’s sketching room in LA ink came into my head and it lingers. How nice would it be if I have it in my room, or my house. It’s beautiful, I’m telling you.
English, Othello, act 3 scene 4
But jealous souls will not be answered so. They are not ever jealous for the cause, But jealous for they’re jealous. It is a monster Begot upon itself, born on itself.
Good morning, morning, morning. My throat……. Still feels the same and my head feels heavy. Anywho, I’m on my way to school and I’m sleepy and I hate how there’s uncooked rice when I’m eating, yucks. Tomorrow’s Friday, yeyeah not excited for the thing I’m going to.
11:11 make a wish!
I don’t know why I chose to raid my closet and find something to wear on Friday, ugh I hate formal dress code. And also play snake on youtube, you know, that snake game that everyone played on their old school Nokia phones at one point of their lives, yeah that. Fun. I got a rough idea on what I’ll wear and I’m having a headache now while my throat is still hurting. I’m...
Anonymous asked: fave drug?
Anonymous asked: If I want to take you out to the movies... what's your all time favourite shows?
Anonymous asked: you're endearing.
“Be thankful for every heartbreak, for they were planned. They come into your...”
– (via idareyoutoclickthis) (via peanutsforlunch) (via lovefumes) (via cupicedtea) (via acharmedlife)
Anonymous asked: How may bestfriends did u have? And who?
Anonymous asked: You're such a bitch
Hello teacher tell me, what’s my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world, enlarging your world
Mad world
You're fucking insane.
Biology, 10 minutes till home
Like stars burning holes right through the dark
Flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes
You were one inch from the edge of this bed
I dragged you back a sleepyhead, sleepyhead
This is love, innit?
Sheen: I want you to be the one .
Sheen: The best
Anasha: Not right now
Sheen: You can't even love me , respect me ? You think that's too much ?
Anasha: Sheen, 4 years I've been all for you. This time, can I just be selfish and let this be about me? Is that too much to ask for?
Sheen: You haven't been an angel for these past for years . We both made mistakes during this 4 years . I understand that you've always been with me , always by my side throughout this 4 years no matter what happens . And honestly , one year for you to be is not a lot . But I'm just afraid I can't handle it and things will just be gone . I'm giving this a shot , with you , for you . I'm giving you this one year . It'll be all about you , without complaints . What matters in the end is you'll still love me , even if it doesn't happen , even if you don't . I will still love you like how I do . I'll wake you up when I end work . Sleep well , I love you so much .
Sheen: I will use this to prove my love for you , to prove whatever I've got to prove to you .
Anonymous asked: Did something happen to you and S? Are you guys still together?
Anonymous asked: New girl in school, woohoo!
Anonymous asked: You like The XX?!!? Which is your favorite of the moment?
Thank you
Blood red moon
I should be sleeping, that’s what I should be doing but this little thing just wouldn’t stop buzzing and I’ve been trying to type since 15 minutes ago, but keeps on getting interupted. These red bleeps are making me anxious. Eek, brb. Okay back. O— argh. Okay, never mind, I’ll just write. Uh so where was I? Yeah I should be sleeping, and I don’t know what and...
Sheen: Yeah , maybe you would want to hear go for him or are you happy that he added you ?
Sheen: You just have these guys going all around you .
Sheen: And its making me fucking insecure . I already am even when you're in singapore .
Sheen: And you're not even here now .
Sheen: I am fucking insecure , that sometimes when I wake up . I think of letting you go bit by bit so when the time comes when you leave me . I'll be fine .
Sheen: But I just can't do it . I want to believe in you . I want to believe in the love you had for me . The same love that we found 4 years ago .
Anasha: :(
Sheen: I didn't mean to be so harsh .
Sheen: I just feel there's something missing between us right now .
Sheen: I don't know how to put it .
“She always had that about her, that look of otherness, of eyes that see things...”
– The Girl With No Shadow by Joanne Harris (via milkofregret, pinpricks) (via applecocaine) 